Tuesday, September 26, 2006

Making Mommy Cry...

HORMONES-

I woke up feeling off, ok- but not exactly my happy self. The closer I got to work, the worse I felt, and once in the building- I began to fall apart.

The one person who knows I am pregnant asked me if I was ok (stating that I did not look "ok") and I started to cry. Not sure why- I just teared up. Perhaps this is from the fears I do not want to acknowledge (miscarriage), or perhaps it is because I feel very fat today... Or maybe it is just a wild hormonal shift- but I cried nearly uncontrollably.

I feel better now, but I am craving nachos and wedding cake. I have a healthy chicken breast and salad, hummus and pita for lunch. Hopefully baby can take a hint. Hee.

Oooo- Mom said she and Mike would pay for our crib and mattress. WHOA- that is a big investment for them to make. But it takes a little stress off of me for now... Though I am trying not to think that far ahead, it is fun to dream about what our little one's room is going to look like.

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