Sometimes...

Sometimes when I have panic attacks, or my self-esteem is really low, I question how Damon can live with me.

He says he just wants me to feel better, and that he is proud of me for doing what I need to do to get better. But I still have to wonder- He did not sign up for this much crazy.

I say "you didn't know I had this before we got married." He says "I didn't know that you didn't have it."

I am so tired of having panic attacks. My psychiatrist thinks that once my "low lying" depression is under control that my panic attacks will go away. He thinks my system is just overwhelmed.

I hope that everything kicks in soon. I am SO tired of dry heaving in the shower for no apparent reason.