Today has been trying. Very Trying.
Granted, I am tired and things get blown out of proportion in my little brain when I am tired. However, the last week's worth of issues is starting to catch up with me.
Starting with INSURANCE. I found out from the owner (my boss) that our insurance is being "re-upped" this year on May 1st AND that the cost of staying with our current providers is rising 26.5%. Thats A LOT. So, understandably he is considering new health care coverage.
This stresses me out- big time. Changing insurance this close to the end could change what we will owe the doctor's office and hospital after the kid is born. Right now I have pretty cushy coverage, and I have been grateful for the coverage- Now I am worried about changing things all around and not having enough money set aside to give birth- or my hospital not being covered or something like that.
Apparently this stress, along with the other couple I am wrestling with (like waiting on the doctor to call and tell me what to do about my blood sugars) is causing my rash to get worse. I am not certain if the rash is getting worse or if my tolerance for the itching and burning is dwindling- but I am miserable right now.
So, the mamma to be is tired, bitchy, grouchy, and frustrated. I am under orders from the hubby to go to bed early tonight... And to relax. I don't think I will fight him on it today.
Hopefully things will be brighter tomorrow.
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