Today, I got laid off.  Merry fucking Christmas.  
I imagine that it was inevitable, and I am trying to look at this positively.  I did not like my job and was unhappy there.  I often felt like a scapegoat and a "bad guy" for bringing up all of the stuff that was falling behind.  
I suppose this is the general kick in the butt I needed to get a new job.  Though I honestly had hoped that I could stay there until I had this baby.  Yeah- the one that is due in about 4 months... That baby.  
Overall, I think Ia m just in shock.  I knew things were bad, but I never thought that my measly paycheck in addition to the skills I have that no one else has would keep me safe.  But, it did not.  
Last I checked, I cannot read my work email from home anymore.  So I guess that means I am just done.
I was given "2 weeks" and have been told that I can choose not to come back, and that he would understand.  I was planning to go back for one day after my Holiday vacation.  That is still my plan, though now that my email password does not work, I feel a bit unwelcome.  Its really weird.
This whole thing is weird.  I have already applied for a job, and will continue to do so.  I will also go about researching unemployment, but I am unsure if that is even an option as I currently work part-time...  
Fun times.  I am doing my best not to let it ruin my vacation, but I when things get quiet, my brain goes back to conference table, and the things I wish I had said and asked- wishing I had been more angry instead of just sitting there sobbing.  
Life goes on.
 
 
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