I keep having dreams about the boy I was in love with as a very young girl. I had one two nights ago where I felt I needed to contact him because I had a feeling something was wrong with his mother.
I actually found him on myspace while I was looking for some other friends from my younger days in Phoenix. He has 2 beautiful daughters, a very hot wife, and I hardly talked to him at all because I turned right back into the embarrassed, socially awkward girl I was when I knew him years ago. That is SO not what I wanted to happen. I totally wanted to show him how hot I have become and how generally awesome I am. I kind of gave up on trying to catch up with him after that.
Part of me really wants to thank him for being so kind to me during those horrible years. He is the only boy who would ever dance with me at school dances- one of the few people who gave me a hug when I left Phoenix... But I don't really know what I would say- And it probably would come off as creepy anyways.
I can't figure out why he keeps popping up in my dreams- So yeah, Odd.
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